Sometimes it can be the most painful act of surrender.. How can you give all of yourself to One you cannot see?

“Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see.” — Hebrews 11:1

The One who made you must know how to speak to you.

Don’t let it challenge you... it’s the truth.

It’s sensible & even logical. I learn through metaphors...

I believe we all do. So, think of it in this way friend, a master craftsman can speak the language of his design because he is the one who created the piece.

He’s held me so gracefully, never once abandoning me

He carried me through.. all while never judging my flaws, only ever desiring to make me new

All for the pursuit of helping me see it through

Being able to answer this question honestly & breakthrough what it means creates freedom..

It will free you from seeking joy in the wrong places

It will create a steadiness in you that can sustain anything

To truly become happy within will bring peace to every relationship

Becoming means something different to all of us..

These words found me some time ago & are so sweetly serving as a tribute to my journey

I pray you leave here knowing you’re not alone.. I pray you can feel inspired to keep going.. to continue your own version of becoming 

I want to encourage you to hold on when it get’s hard & to never lose hope.. You are doing your best & your best is profoundly beautiful

So here’s a glimpse into what this means to me..

it’s difficult to write these words.. to try & paint you a picture of it all

to try & make sense of what feels like my very own process of unraveling

i feel fine until my pain becomes too much & disassociation is my companion

i’m aware of how sad this all may sound.. but i’m not sad, i’m just embedded with this way of processing